Decided

So a couple months ago I decided to take a break from doing hair...I know Gasp... Fifteen years I have stood on my feet , listening to peoples problems, trying my hardest to make people feel beautiful.
(I think hairstylist should be paid for being a counsler). My husband is a work aholic. yip i said it he works a ton. I just felt like my load to carry was totally stressing me out. Trying to run my own salon, take care of the kids, house , dog ect. Stress big time. So I decided, i decided for me that for now My title is mom. That is my first and formost important job. I may go back eventually and I have that option. I still get asked all the time, at church on sunday 3 people asked when I could get them in. I had to say sorry "Im a mom. " somedays I feel so guilty that i decided to do this then others i don't. I'm just so grateful That I can quit. My husband is my rock that is for sure. Here is a challenge if your weighed down by something that can be eliminated even if it is something you have worked your A off for , But you know it would help you out by cutting it out of your life. Do it . If it means happiness for you and others do it. There is always going to be that time when it can begin again. After all who wouldn't want to be home with these crazy monkeys....

For The Beauty

I am so blessed to live where i do. Right now the blossoms are so vibrant and so pretty! I took this photo yesterday on my jog with our lab.  I couldn't not take a photo. So a couple weeks ago i got a phone call from my dad."You gotta bring the kids up to see this." So we hurried over to my parents 

This is what we found it was the craziest thing i have ever seen. Yes my friends that is a bee colony trying to figure out if this tree will do for a home. My mom called our neighbor,  that is what he does is raise honey bees. He  figured there were probably 45,000 workers . the workers all cover the queen which was underneath them all to protect her while they scower for a new home . It was so cool and my kids loved it. I came home and googled the honey bee. it is amazing how hard these creatures work and how smart they are.

A couple weeks ago me and mr . J went down to zions. If you have never been there this is the best time to go before summer heat and crowds. We saw alot of wild life. Hence these mountian goats

 The views are amazing. we hiked our butts off. we hiked all the trails plus went to the narrows, but couldn't go down because the water level from the spring runoff was to high . plus it was freezing!

 My Man

 I look so onry in this photo because i was. I was sooo cold!!!SO if you have a chance and live in utah, head down to zions national park. Its so beautiful there. :) 

The Proud Mama

Have you ever just gazed at your children and thought ... What a miracle they truley are. I was doing that this weekend. My  heart was full of gratitdue for my little monkeys. They are my sunshine , and they make me happy. We were inbound this weekend because two of them were stuck with pink eye/cold. Which totally sucks. But the weather was good so we were outside a lot. Ill have to upload some pictures of my back yard. we started our fence which may be an extremly long process. But if its up to my hubs it willbe done soon enough. He is like superman I swear. He is the hardest working man I know. Which to me is totally sexy. He built me a pergola last summer and it is gorgeous.!
So back to my monkeys. We went to my eight yr olds first piano recital. He was so nervous. Its like that time when you can feel there nervous energy and want to tell them to breath. He  did so good and I couldn't have been more proud. Today do me afavor in your busy lives, Hug those little ones next to you :)

RUBY The ROBIN

Oh my gosh! I can't tell you how freaking happy I am right now. I totally couldn't log into this blog , and for some reason I figured it out. Im not to computer savy. So yee haw for me.
So my last post was on my sweet hubbs brother. He is starting Chemotherapy on friday. They say its a low dose so we will see how his body reacts to the drugs. I just hope it works....uggg moving on . So last week my hubbs said I think we have a bird building a nest on the house. yip sure enough its a bird alright,a beautiful Robin to boot. Im crazy, I really am . When she wasn't around I got our ladder climbed up it and tryed to take pictures inside the nest. I couldn't see inside it so I was on my tippy toes aiming the camera inside the nest. This is what we found, Four Beautiful perfect Blue eggs. It has been the highlight of my kids days. Checking on the robin. My sweet little girl decided the bird needed a name. So she earned the name of Ruby the Robin. Ill let you know when the little peeps hatch out.... Spring has sprung. Not today its freezing here in the Beehive state....Im ready for warm weather :)